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between this:
and the art features by some of my friends, I think an actual feature is in order as opposed to slamming random artwork into a test.
to start is the person who twisted my arm with that comment ZeroMika no, I didn't feature your work. it was there when I did the test. so have some real love
so instead of thanking me over a test you probably didn't read have an actual feature. you deserve it
next up is my friend BritneyMorgan who started this whole mess in the first place
I didn't bother to get the exact ones I liked because these are the series I enjoy. the first I'm part of, the second I love to read and ended up being part of :/ and the last I don't read but would love it if she'd hurry up and get some lore for me to read.
another friend nerdynordy who you could say "pushed the snowball?"
a nerd who has been nerdifyed into minecraft by me. this master of sass and nerdery simply takes an idea and tends to turn it into a meme. it's actually where the toast thing came from.
my only bilingual friend who actually HAS to be bilingual Hivon
a Canadian who had to look up bratwurst on google and I totally mistaked for a guy since in Texas most girls don't care about care stuff but in Canada it's backwards. aspiring story writer struggling with english because french is much richer in longer sentences.
next is someone who exchanges some rather rich topics with. without fail half our messages are always a paragraph long cecegrace
not always where I can speak with her but always one for a good idea. I don't think I've given her much in ideas or feedback as she has me. especially when I get on one day and my inbox has 4 messages from her XD but timing is a factor
another is this girl who can't help but laugh when she can The-Twitching-Doll with the world seemingly against you it is rather hard but still, someone will always be there to help you up
in the end life is great. you got the internet, Gravity Falls and Five Nights At Freddy's.
HELP ME COLLECT A LIST OF BADASS ARTISTS!!! THIS COULD BE YOU!
and the art features by some of my friends, I think an actual feature is in order as opposed to slamming random artwork into a test.
to start is the person who twisted my arm with that comment ZeroMika no, I didn't feature your work. it was there when I did the test. so have some real love
so instead of thanking me over a test you probably didn't read have an actual feature. you deserve it
next up is my friend BritneyMorgan who started this whole mess in the first place
I didn't bother to get the exact ones I liked because these are the series I enjoy. the first I'm part of, the second I love to read and ended up being part of :/ and the last I don't read but would love it if she'd hurry up and get some lore for me to read.
another friend nerdynordy who you could say "pushed the snowball?"
a nerd who has been nerdifyed into minecraft by me. this master of sass and nerdery simply takes an idea and tends to turn it into a meme. it's actually where the toast thing came from.
my only bilingual friend who actually HAS to be bilingual Hivon
a Canadian who had to look up bratwurst on google and I totally mistaked for a guy since in Texas most girls don't care about care stuff but in Canada it's backwards. aspiring story writer struggling with english because french is much richer in longer sentences.
next is someone who exchanges some rather rich topics with. without fail half our messages are always a paragraph long cecegrace
not always where I can speak with her but always one for a good idea. I don't think I've given her much in ideas or feedback as she has me. especially when I get on one day and my inbox has 4 messages from her XD but timing is a factor
another is this girl who can't help but laugh when she can The-Twitching-Doll with the world seemingly against you it is rather hard but still, someone will always be there to help you up
in the end life is great. you got the internet, Gravity Falls and Five Nights At Freddy's.
HELP ME COLLECT A LIST OF BADASS ARTISTS!!! THIS COULD BE YOU!
Account moving :/
yeah, it about time I got a fresh start. never thought I'd need one but alas, I do.
not sure how many peeps still have eyes on this page but a few cool ones do.
if you wish to keep up with my future work, the new account can be found here https://plexisillproductions.deviantart.com/
however, I might still check back here from time to time.
While this is Irrelated to the move,
I know I've made a few mistakes in my time here. some trivial artistic and some deeply personal.
for those personal ones, y'all know who you are if you see this and I'd like to apologize. even if I don't have the nerve to do so directly.
I am sorry. you were right. a
is this the real world?
make a group of friends. share laughs. have fun.
...then watch them walk away one at a time.
but then was anything they said real?
I was mistaken and thanks for wishes :)
so I was here to log on at my birth date but neglected to do so as this page sees very little activity. that said, I wasn't actually expecting B-day wishes from... well, anyone. :/
none the less TwitchSwitch (https://www.deviantart.com/twitchswitch) Erediell (https://www.deviantart.com/erediell) and Mighty-C-amurai (https://www.deviantart.com/mighty-c-amurai) all banged out a few nice words for me yesterday (well it's 1am so whatever).
except Twitch who showed up a day late. however, she had started that page and said "FREINDS! COMMENT SO I CAN RE-FOLLOW YOU!" and like the self doubting dumbass I am, I never did that. none the less, her comment addressed me as "friend" and a watch back was finally reinstated.
I started to type this up on the edge of tears. se
emotional experiment? isn't that everything you do
uh, maybe...
anyways, after I did this picture
I noted how hard the emotions boiled inside. not from anger but more from an overload.
as I mentioned, this was trying to capture two sides me. I had options, of course. but I settled for these two. the side that knows pain and the side that wants to fight it. and I instantly fell in love with the idea. even going as far as to give it a name
Shattered Self. a bit cheesy but but follows my mundane name conventions right after Self Internal. I want to continue to depict these sides of myself. I may be crying my eyes out while I do it but it feels nice. and it feels like it has meaning.
that sa
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